Heart broken

Was feeling really low today

After what happened recently

Felt like writing them somewhere 

But cant find any suitable place

Instagram is too “opened” 

Was thinking and thinking

And suddenly I remembered 

That I had a blog 

I was reading through the past posts

Realised that i hadn't change a bit 

Im still the childish old me

Although it has already passed 7 years

1 thing never changed is my relationship issues

Friends are mostly happily married 

Some of them already have children of their own

But Im still here, trying to look for my Mr. Right

One after another failed relationship 

Why is it that I was always the one ?

Going through these painful break-ups

And it has always been the guy side,

Who would be cheating on me.. 

There will always be other girls involved between me and them

Why is that Im always the one who have to go through all these painful shit

Each time when I said yes

I loved full heartedly 

I gave all in, I compromised

I tried to be understanding 

Even though I don't agree with them 

But all of them eventually took me for granted

And broke my heart